Every instant yearns to hollar
to no avail shall I succeed
imprisoned in shame and humilation
unable to escape my fortress
Each moment wishes to explode
a torent of rage at hand
held at bay by demons of fear
afraid of harsh judgement
All time wiats to engage
acts of expression of discontentment
labeling me in turn a vandel
in truth I improve this life
uncloud disallusionment
clairify to others
but underlying
free myself
- Wells
Joe blogged on 11:32 PM
Day 3:
June 16, 2003
Waking up today, was rather difficult. First woke up around 6:30 to take a piss. Went back to bed and woke up again at 9:00 and it took me 40 mins to crawl out of bed. Once I had, I watched my brother play some Diablo II, getting bored of that, I played Perfect Dark again. My brother then joined me. We played a few games, then we went to play some Diablo II again. While playing, my oney-chan called so I was multi-tasking. Fun stuff.
Then at Lunch time, walked up to Felicia's house, played with her cat a bit, then we walked down to Rosines (sp?). Ate lunch there, had a chat, then walked back up and we parted on the corner to my house. Stoped by Kim's house but she was gone, to Disney Land as I soon later found out. Got home, watched Hellsing with my brother. Vampires with guns, what a combo.
We watched that, played some more Perfect Dark and Diablo II. I played Diablo II on Battle.Net and there was this one guy who was "trying" to rap over the message board. It was really gay...Basically did that all afternoon, watched some Yu Yu Hakusho and Ruroni Kenshin. Mom got home, ate dinner. I got a hair cut after dinner. It's pretty short. Washed dishes. Played Perfect Dark again. This time though, I played this Duel thing, I've never seen it before, but what you do is that its like a western quick draw thing, you take 10 paces or something and turned around and shoot your opponent. For each difficulty, (Agent, Special Agent, and Perfect Agent) there is one, two, or three rounds (respectively) each getting harder and harder. Took me ahwile to beat the first guy, (you get one hit, once you are hit your dead, but you have 1 1/2 clips at your disposal and you can pick up another clip when you kill the guy) the second guy was a push over. The third was nearly impossible, but then I realized that you had to duck down in time and then just unload as many shots as you can before he can hit you, which works ^__^. Unfortunately, you don't get anything special, at least to my knowledge.
After that, we played some more Perfect Dark, me and my brother I mean. And watched two more episodes of Hellsing. And now I sit here, typing Day 3. I would like post another poem tonight, not one of mine, but another written by Wells.
- Fire
P.S. I scratched the Food For Thought #6 because I'm not in the correct mood to elaborate on the subject.
